Jet Lag

A temporary disruption of bodily rhythms caused by high-speed travel across several time zones typically in a jet aircraft.

Those two words sum up my day today. Vegas was great, I won some money and it was full of reminders of the last time I was there with some people who I would be leaving sooner than planned. It was a very exciting time and I will never forget it. Life seems to be full of memories of better times for me. Maybe because they just seem better because I can't get them back.

I have alot of work to do in the next few weeks and I just can't seem to get the motivation. I just can't seem to see myself in a position I was just a few years ago. But I have a lot of hard work to do in order to figure out what move I need to make next. It's a move that is going to take me away from the friendships I have gained here in PA and take me to a place where new friendships will be gained and lost. I have a lot of friendships lots of love in my heart but I sometimes feel lonely. I need to get over this damn jet lag. I need to make some moves and some decisions and the first move is going to be.........(to be continued).